I loved you to no limits, I deified you. I poured myself like wine into your crystal chalice. I squeezed every cell and extracted my blood wine to the last drop, offering my spirit to you. It was just two of us, drunk on our love, the sun rays sparkling rainbow colours on your crystal... I moulded myself to fit every shape of you, I poured myself into your form...
But soon I noticed a cold, a freeze, the sun shone no longer, I started shivering in the winter... Cracks in the crystal, I helplessly leaked out of your embrace, you let me leak away...
The torrential flood as I dispersed out of our life, swept away all that was us, and gave birth to a new me....
Every time I look at you, you with your fake smile, there is an emptiness between us, there is a void, that we try to fill up with talk about this & that...
But I haven't forgotten, I am the flood, the deluge, I am the frozen ice, only the hardiest of life can survive in me, with me...
Time and tide wait for none, I am the tide now, and I wont wait for you.... Not any longer, no more...
Now I fit and mould myself into crevices at my will.. If I don't fit, I will sweep them away, destroy them, recreate them at my will....
I am the same old me actually, but my energy is awakened, you brought out the best in me, but I didn't let you kill it after you tasted enough of me....
Sometimes I think you almost want to love me again, but you love yourself too much, and fear my deluge.... As for me, I have forgotten what it was to be measured & tread carefully, now I am the flood, too busy in myself, I don't have the patience to tread carefully on your crystal, I will surely smash you into fine sand and scatter you all along the banks... And that my darling, is what you fear.
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